If you had three wishes what would they be?

I only need one. One is enough.

Do you wish you’re dead?

No.

I don’t wish I am dead. For me to be dead implies that I would have to be living before I could die. And essentially translates that it would and would have affected the people, all of them around me when choose to end my life. No, I don’t want to do this, to them, to myself.

I wish, I had never existed.

To the stars and beyond

today's night is wispy
my vision is misty
ethereal wishes soar
light and free
breezes blow
thoughts flow
the scent of death
perfuming the air
sweet as sugar
cold as ice
ahead looms a figure
glinting red eyes
a hand he raises
scaly and coarse
yet with ever so much grace
though his voice hoarse
pretty as a petal
steely as metal
he beckons me forward
and so i follow
but not because i'm cornered


the world beyond tempts me ever so
the alluring promise of no sorrow


i know where i'm going...

To the stars and beyond

what if
I wanted to kill someone?
I know murder is never right
nothing justifies taking another's life
not hatred, not revenge



what if
she robs your mind and steals your heart
day and night because of her you cry
and you can't run away
no matter how hard you try



what if
the only way to end your pain
is to take away her life?
the moment she ceases to breath
you will be free



I know this is bad
that I am evil
and probably mad
yeah, maybe I AM the devil



but what if
the person I sought so long to kill
is none other than me?
what if,
the life I've wanted so desperately to end
is mine?






it's never right to take someone's life
I've always known.
so
the life I am ending is my own.