From the Razor to the Rosary

The Sea

I awoke to a gloomy Sunday, the clouds rolling past overhead at breakneck speed. It wasn’t raining but the air was still cool and crisp and it was dark. I looked at the clock beside my bed and groaned. I had way exceeded my goals again – it was 12:00 now and I had expected myself to be up at nine. Another half a day gone. Not that I really cherish life a lot, but to sleep through the best times of the day – late night and early morning – is such a waste of life. I wonder why humans aren’t nocturnal.

Sue dragged me out of bed.

“Get up, lazybones! We’re going to the Sea today.”

“What?” I sat bolt upright. “Why?”

“It’s time to remember the fellow people who went Home,” she continued, “and to meet the Sea. He has been waiting for you. And, one day if you make up your mind to go Home, you can go by his way. He’ll be more than happy to envelop you in his arms and take you Home.

I thought of all the ASHers I knew who went Home with the Sea. It’s comforting to know that now they are finally Home. They are happy, that’s all that matters. I wonder if it is a nice place there. I’m sure it’s better than where I am now, though.

After a few hours, I arrived at the Sea. ( Sembawang Park )

I took off my shoes and took a step into the cool, clear waters. The waves lapped gently onto my feet. The waters were shallow, only up to my ankles.

“Dear, dear, you’re finally here,” the Sea said, a merry tinkle in his voice.

My mouth broke into a smile. The Sea is such a sweet being, so beautiful in every aspect. His waters shimmered a lovely shade of aqua under the radiant rays of the sun shining through the cracks in the dark, drifting clouds above.

Deb, Cat and Sue lay on the beach, whispering among themselves.

“Have you ever thought when you will be going Home? Any specific plans in mind?”

“No… Actually… Yes. 31 December 2014, a day after my birthday. I don’t think I can survive another year, it’s a good time to say goodbye. But I’m not really sure, chances are high I might change my mind at the last moment,” I let out a sigh. A single tear spilled from my eye.

“I might come to you, but I think if I were to go home, I will just fly.”

“Hmmm…ok…So I take it you haven’t made up your mind?”

“Yes.”

“I see. Though, you should have determination if you are really thinking of it, or you will never be able to get it done. It’s better you go to the Reaper than have him come and take you.”

“Okay. I will think it through.”

“Good. Now go back. See you.”

“Bye, I’ll come again when I make the decision. Or if I haven’t, I’ll still visit.”

I blew the Sea a kiss and turned to walk away.

“Remember to come again soon!”

“Sure!” I turned and waved again, flailing both arms.