Dedicated to my parents, after my departure from Planet Earth
It's not my fault I didn't choose to be born
It's not your fault either so you don't have to mourn
It's something which both parties long knew
It has happened and I don't blame you
You might not realize but I was on my own
Through the journey of life I walked alone
You didn't like my attitude but I wasn't being rude
The stakes were too high to let you intrude
In my heart I knew you also had it rough
So I made my leave 'cos all this is enough
You draped me with an acid-soaked rug
When I need understanding like a drug
I don't know, maybe it's in our blood
But your words drowned me like a flood
All this while it felt like I was stuck
Maybe it could've gotten better with more luck
I think I just enclosed myself in a bubble
Because you know, I hate trouble
I don't know, that's just how everything goes
Maybe one day you'll have another child who knows
I wanted to, it's just that I cannot
To let go of the past that I never forgot
I apologize that it's now you have to wait until
But let me make it clear that words do kill
Hey Eileen,Parents are so flawed and un-understanding right.Especially when You need them,its okay babe- One day they will understand but that day is so far away..Its okay,You have Your friends,you have me.It will be okay.im not lying.It will be okay if we make it okay..My strength is at your disposal.Just hold on a bit more okay? We will make a plan.i help you because You are worth it.Take care Eileen..my friend.We will talk soon
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